I have cried every day the past week.
For those of you that know me, you know that is very abnormal.
I cry maybe once a month usually around my time of the month, or on Fast Sundays...
Every day this past week.
Josh asked me "why are you so emotional?"
I really have no idea, what I do know is that our birth parents are out there somewhere.
Somewhere and I feel like I am trying everything short of advertising in the newspaper or on a billboard.
I can't help but wonder if this is maybe a difficult time for our birthparents, or maybe this is the month our baby is conceived. I can't help but cry, just thinking of the possibilities. But I know you are out there and that you may be struggling, cause I can feel it.
I want you to know you are LOVED.
We can't wait to meet up so we can compare notes and time frames...but for now, on these days I will have to blog and pray that you are safe.
Lots of love and lots of tears this week,
Mel
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Now you have me crying. Nice work. I love posts like this. Thanks Mel
ReplyDeleteMelanie I am so touched by this post. I cried so hard last Sunday during Anna's blessing when Josh mentioned 2 babies on the way. I know that he is right - your baby is on the way! And your baby will be loved so much! I can't wait for our babies to be best friends and best cousins! I love you so much!
ReplyDeleteHi Josh and Melanie, I was looking at Cortnie's blog and she posted a link. This post made me cry. I'm so excited for you guys and also it makes me think of those moments as we were in the process of hoping to adopt. My prayers are with you! Somehow it all works out and Heavenly Father knows how, we can at least find peace in that.
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